We’re still in Pennsylvania for another day or two, and enjoying the time with family. I’m heading out this morning for my first 20 miler of this cycle. After a week in the 80’s, my body is a little shocked by the 30 degree runs here. Brrr!
Before we left, I ran theTurkey Trot 5k Thursday morning and was excited to meet up with Holly, Corey and Kelli before and after the race.
Just like the 10 mile race, I woke up the day before with a sore throat and congested head. Thankfully, it didn’t seem to affect my ability to run.
Holly, Corey, Holly’s husband Batch, and I warmed up for a mile and a half. They were doing the 10k, and I jogged down with them to the start, and then added another half mile on before the 5k race 30 minutes later.
Me, Corey and Holly pre-race
Before falling asleep Wednesday night, I was reflecting on the reasons running is so powerful for me, and how often it has carried me through tough phases of life. The last year has been a difficult journey or wanting to get pregnant with no success.
In the last few months, we agreed to take a break from trying, as it was emotionally exhausting. Since then, I decided I would go for the marathon in January, and I am thankful that running can help me process the grief that comes with infertility.
It sounds odd to use the word “grief” and to experience it as a “loss” when there has been no life that was lost… but the loss of control and the hope of new life that doesn’t come about is so difficult.
As many of my dear friends have gotten pregnant the last few months, I’ve been wrestling with this again and finding the ability to hit the pavement and pray one of the most healing avenues I have!
Back to the 5k… I was determined to be thankful that I can run, and to pound out my grief, confusion, frustration, disappointment, and whatever else needed to be released. So that is what I did.
A new pr! 20:22, or about 6:33 pace (6:35, 6:25, 6:38 respectively.)
We were also cheering on our good friend Michael in his first 10k!
I’m thankful that I can run. I’m thankful that running gives me so much back in return. And I’m thankful for the sweet daughter that God has given us, and trust that our family may grow in time. In the meantime, I’m thankful for my supportive husband who encourages my crazy running love and cheers me on.
And I’m thankful for the sweet things my daughter says, such as when she tells us that a rough day was a “little bit sad and a little bit happy.” We can’t avoid the brokenness in ourselves and in the world, but we can find the things that bring us joy.
Congrats on the PR!!! Sorry you’ve been a bit down… but how nice you were able to focus on the good this Thanksgiving. xo
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Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Congrats on your 5K PR! You are super speedy! I’m sorry to hear about the struggle that you are going through. Having a goal to focus on will hopefully help to keep your spirits up a bit. Hugs!
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Thank you, Sandra! I appreciate your supportive words!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Sorry that you have had a rough year. I hope that everything will come together for you this next year. I think that 2013 will be a lucky year for a lot of people. AND congrats on the PR. That is awesome!!!!!
Safe travels back home.
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Thanks so much for your sweet words, Tasha! In general, I am feeling positive. But there have been some rough moments along the way!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Awesome race!!! Good luck with your long run – it has definitely been chilly in NJ/PA the past few days!
I am happy you have decided to go ahead with the marathon in January. Maybe that is what you were meant to do and then you can get back to “trying”. You are blessed in so many ways and I know you will continue to be blessed.
Congrats on the PR. I have never run that fast but know how good it feels to run your frustrations away. We are lucky to have running in our lives for that reason.
Hang in there my friend and I hope you have a happy 20 miler.
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Thank you so much for your thoughtful words, Nicole! I am definitely thankful that running can help me process life. And I do feel blessed. The trials along the way are inevitable! Hope you had a lovely Thanksgiving, too!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Great 5k PR!!! I am just happy to get in the 27 min/mile range right now, I can’t even see 20 min/mile
I understand the “trying for baby #2″ frustrations. We went through that, an easy conceived and pregnancy for #1 and then problems trying for a 2nd. In our case, we decided to stop trying after 2 years of grief/loss/drama and are at peace with having the one star child. I have many friends/family who weren’t able to even have #1 so I count my lucky stars each and every day. Secondary problems are always so strange to deal with when you have have one child already. I came out of it all with no answers … I’m sure you will have your 2nd. You are still young and have youth on your side 
It will happen!
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Christina, thank you so much for sharing. It amazed me how many people have similar stories. And I love your perspective. We feel blessed with our one as well! As long as you’re hoping for two, there is so much drama/grief as you mentioned, but when we decided to take a break, I felt such a relief. We’ll see what happens… in any case, I really appreciate your words!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Holy speed demon! Look at you go. I bet the temp change for running was a huge shock. My body seems to forget how to even pace myself when I start running in the cold initially. It’s like it totally throws perspective out of whack. And I love hearing why people run or what it means for them.
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Thanks, Heather! Yes- the cooler weather definitely helped!
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Wow, you are quick! What an amazing job!! I’m sorry you’ve been feeling down. I also love how running can help heal, even if it’s just for a little while. Great post, Laura!
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Nice PR….
Just last night I was telling my hubby how my mind can never rest…its always thinking of what I did or said wrong to my kiddos, what cleaning I need to do, what Christmas baking I need to start, (and the shopping..whew!) then again back to how we should set money aside for the therapy our kids may need b/c of my off the tongue comments when my daughter has “sniffled or snorted back snot for the millionth time and again I tell her we have tissues that would take care of that …and she just rolls her eyes” (I swear she does it more b/c she knows it annoys me).
Where as his reply to me…..just relax…easier said then done.
Let’s both try to relax and know we are not in charge. Have a great Monday!
Thanks for sharing, Kathy… I understand the mind never resting… my mom and I are the same way, it’s a hard thing to change! And the parenting guilt- it’s just beginning for me, but it’s a tough one. Yes, let’s do our best to relax!
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Congrats on that smoking time! Very happy for you! And I can imagine how cold PA feels to you right about now. : )
I’m really sorry you have had difficulty with pregnancy this go around. It’s a surprisingly common thing (secondary infertility). I didn’t have problems getting pregnant second time, but I had many miscarriages in between, so I can somewhat relate. Running is definitely a fantastic way to process thoughts and emotions–glad you have it to help.
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Thanks for your supportive words. I haven’t had a miscarriage, but I definitely think that counts for being able to relate! I am not letting it weigh me down in general, but I have my days where I really need that run!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Congrats on the great 5k and hope you have a great 20 miler today. I can relate to the trouble conceiving as well, but it was with my first and only. It can become all consuming. Hang in there.
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Thank you for sharing… I am sorry to hear you dealt with it, too. We would be content with one child as well… it’s funny, as long as we say we’re “trying” it’s so discouraging, but when we took a break, I’m much more content! It definitely can be all-consuming. I’m at a good place with it right now, but I have my moments.
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Holy speed demon that is a fast 5K! I’m jumping up and down here with excitement! Congratulations. That is wonderful!
I know first hand the frustration that goes along with trying to start a family; I have so much empathy. I wish there were words that I could say to sooth you. I think taking a breather is wise and gives you a chance to just exhale. Huge hug xoxo
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Thank you, Lisa! I’ve definitely realized I have more speed than endurance. : )
And thank you for your encouragement… the breather has definitely been a good thing. When it’s not something I’m actively seeking, I’m content with our family of three!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Congrats on the run!!
And I dont mean to sound intrusive, but I do know somewhat of what you are talking about in regards to family. My sis tried for 10 years to no avail. 4 doctors told her it could never happen, and then on easter 5 years ago she found out she was pregnant! They tried again to get a sibling for their 1st child, and again the doctors said it was impossible. 4 years later, again on easter, they found out she was pregnant!!
All things work in Gods timing. Just hang in there
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Not intrusive at all! Thanks for sharing her story… what a journey for your sister! I’m so glad to hear it had a happy ending.
It’s hard to let go and trust God’s timing, but I know everything will work out as it’s meant to.
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Wow girl you are a speed machine! Congrats on that kick ass time! I will be thinking of you guys and hope that God can give you a wonderful Christmas present
xo
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Thanks for your sweet words, Kat!!
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awww sending you lots of hugs friend! you can always email me if you need to vent!
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Hugs! I have no advice to offer, just empathy. I had secondary infertility between my 1st and 2nd children, plus a miscarriage. We had no answers. Even today, with 4 more children, I find it hard to explain why there’s a 7 year gap between the 1st 2.
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Thank you, Barb. I’m so sorry that you dealt with it, too! Having no answers is so difficult. I’m learning to let go of my expectation that it must happen within a certain time frame, and that has helped a lot.
First, congrats on your PR. You continue to do really great things with your running despite illness, injuries, etc. It is inspiring! Thursday was an emotional day all around, I guess. I feel pretty self-absorbed that I was so wrapped up in my own stuff that I didn’t even ask or know that you were also struggling. It is strange how we know we have so many things to be thankful for, yet can be consumed by one piece of our lives that seems so much bigger than everything else in that moment. I am so glad that we have this crazy sport that we love to pound out those feelings of hurt, confusion and sadness so that we can move on and figure out the rest of our lives with a clear head. Best wishes to you in trying to grow your family. I can only imagine how difficult this must be. *Hugs to you* (P.S. I LOVED seeing you and only wish we had more time to spend together on a regular basis.)
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Thank you so much, Corey. And don’t feel self absorbed at all! We really didn’t have all that much time for chatting, and it’s not usually the first thing I chat about, although it was on my mind more than usual last week. Yes- it’s so easy to get overwhelmed by small pieces of our lives. You’re so right, thank goodness for running to keep us sane and help us process the ups and downs! Wish we could be regular running buddies!
Congrats on your PR! So awesome. I love the quote from your little girl. I’ve always found that it’s helpful to see the positive side of things even when struggling through hard times. As for fertility, my sister and her husband tried for 6 years to have a 2nd child before they decided to adopt. And just as they were about to send in the final documents, she got pregnant! It’s not what they planned, but it definitely worked out. I hope everything “works out” for you as well.
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Oh, wow- 6 years is a long time! I’m glad to hear their story had a happy ending- what a journey. It’s amazing how many people can relate, or know of someone who also struggled. Thanks for your supportive words!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Sending tons of positive energy your way. I have no idea what that must be like, but I’ve watched so many friends go through the same struggle and all I know is it must be hard, but running really is probably the best thing for you, and a shiny new ridiculously fast PR doesn’t hurt either!
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Thank you, Ari! It’s odd how hard it can be at times, but overall, I know things will work out as they are meant to.
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Congratulations, Laura! I know someone who is wrestling with the same issue you are–I am glad you have the road to take out the frustration on. Getting a PR doesn’t hurt either. Enjoy the family time and go easy on yourself.
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Thanks, Terzah! It comes and goes in waves… and after finding out two of my sister-in-laws just got pregnant, and knowing I would see them this weekend, it was especially on my mind! But we all had a great time together, and I’m so thankful I can be real with them. The pr helped, too.
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Dang girl!! Congrats! I can’t imagine moving my legs that fast.
You know I’ve had similar infertility issues with trying in general. Nothing anyone can say can make it easier. I’m glad you can take your frustrations out on the pavement and find some comfort there. Hugs to you. Email me if you want to rant at any time!
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Thank you, Angela! I might take you up on that some time.
It has it’s rough moments, but I am also very content with our life in general, and I’m thankful that this hasn’t been as all-consuming as it was the first time around.
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
What a beautiful post. So full of emotion. I can imagine what you must be going through with wanting to get pregnant again. Don’t give up. A break is good but it’ll happen.
Sounds like a great race. Glad you were able to run with friends. that’s always so much fun.
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Thank you, Katie! Yes- the break was much needed, but we also trust that things will come together when they are meant to.
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Big hugs my friend!!
Congrats on the PR!
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Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
I can sort of relate, Laura, as I suffered two miscarriages in the course of trying to have our third. And I can say with complete certainty that running was the only thing that kept me sane through that time. I had so many runs where I would just be running along crying – it was one of the only times I felt able to process and let go of the grief. I’m so glad that you have this outlet to help you through such a trying time. Thinking of you lots, and hoping that happier days are ahead for you. And congrats on the race, too – you are a super speedy mama!!!
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Thank you so much, Michelle… I didn’t know that about your story. I haven’t had any miscarriages, although I’ve seen friends go through quite a few and I would definitely say you can relate! I’m so thankful for running as well. I’ve been feeling positive overall, but there are moments when I really need that run!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
What a fantastic post! It was so beautifully written. Running is quite powerful and can be an amazing outlet for healing. Congratulations on the pr! You are so speedy! Keep on running –
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Thank you, Angela! Yes- I am so thankful for the power of a good run!
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Congrats on an amazing race this week!! Smoking fast time!! =)
I’m sorry that you have been having so much difficulty in trying to get pregnant. Running is a beautiful outlet to help you and I’m glad that you have focused on it rather than turn away from what makes you happy.
Thinking of you and praying/hoping that things work out!!
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Thank you so much, Michele. Yes- there are moments when I really need that outlet! I’m so thankful for the power of a good run.
I really appreciate your sweet words!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Love seeing you PR, and I’m thinking we need to run together again
I’m hoping for the very best for you with your road to pregnancy and will be cheering you along the miles and hoping to see an announcement when the time comes. Sending you big hugs and wishing you happy miles.
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I know- wish we lived closer! And thank you so much for your sweet words, Meg!
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Congrats on a wicked fast PR! I’m so glad you have running to help you through this rough patch. I too know first hand how hard it is and looking back only wish I’d have been a runner then. Big hugs!
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Thanks, Marcia! And I really appreciate your sweet words… I’m sorry you dealt with it, too! It amazes me how common the struggle is, and it definitely helps hearing other stories. So glad I can run it all out when I need to!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Geez girl, you are FAST! Congrats on the PR. Stay strong and on path – you’ll end up where you’re supposed to be.
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Thank you so much, Alicia… I agree with you that things will all come together as they’re meant to!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Aw, that is so sweet. I hope all of her worst days are only “a little bit” sad. (((hugs))) for you!
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Thanks, Coco! And yes, we were cracking up at her… I’m glad she is able to find the positive in anything at this age.
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First off, OMG you are a speedster!! Congrats on an awesome PR!! I don’t think that my legs could ever turnover that quickly. And thank you for speaking so honestly and frankly Laura about your struggles. I’m really glad that you have something like running that can provide an outlet and a release for your frustration and grief. And yes, it is understandably grief that you feel. I know that there isn’t much to say that will make this better but just sending lots of love and hugs to you all and your sweet sweet girl.
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Thank you so much, Christine! It’s really helpful for me to put it all out there, and I’m amazed at how many other women have experienced something similar. Overall, it’s been easier than the first time around, but there are days that I really need that run! Thanks for your sweet words.
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
AS a runner who needs control, I can’t imagine what you are going through – wanting something and trying so hard and it not happening. My thoughts are with you and I hope that it works out. I know many people are faced with infertility and I hope that you can find some support and that running continues to help. XO
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Thank you so much, Natalie. I definitely like control, which makes this harder than it has to be! But I do feel very supported among friends, family and this community. And I know things will work out as they are meant to!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
I got emotional reading this. Your emotions definitely came through. HUGS! I’m thankful you had a great therapeutic 5K! Congrats on the PR!
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Thank you, Mandy! It was an emotional process writing this post, but it felt really good to get it out. And I’m amazed how many others have experienced something similar. So glad for the therapy of a good run!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
That’s an amazing PR! You are so speedy!
It is so important to have something in your life (including loving family) to help through the down times in life. I’m so sorry for your rough year- sending hugs your way!
Thank you, Jerilee! In general, I’ve been upbeat, but the rough moments are not fun. Running (and friends, family, etc) has all been really helpful, and I know things will work out as they are meant to. Thanks for your sweet words!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Thank you for this post, which also made me a little bit sad and a little bit happy. Congrats on the PR! That’s an amazing time. As for the infertility, your attitude is perfection. Sometimes it’s hard to be thankful for what one has when you’re wanting something else so badly…but you’ve nailed it.
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Aw, thank you, Jan. I really try to be positive (takes work some days!)
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Huge congrats on that speedy new PR! I’m sorry that you’ve had a tough time conceiving a second time, but I’m glad that you have running and many other wonderful and good things in your life.
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Thanks, Raquelita! Yes, there are so many other good things- I can’t let one thing overshadow that.
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One big hug coming your way! I am so sorry about your struggles. I have no words of wisdom, advice or even a witty comment. Just hugs and a little punch in the shoulder because dang that was a fast 5K!
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Thank you, Kelly! I’ll take that punch in the shoulder over advice and wit.
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Laura you’re amazing in so many ways
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thanks for sharing, and i hope you know your blog readers are all cheering for you — as you race, and as you consider adding to your family.
keep us in the know so we can pray.
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I appreciate that, Amanda! I don’t want to talk about it too often and drive people away, but I also want to be real and share the struggle. Thanks for your support and prayers!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Congrats on the PR! That is crazy fast!!
I can totally relate to what your going through. I’ve never been able to conceive. I do have 2 stepsons who I adore though. Some days are definitely harder than others, especially when friends and family members get pregnant. I hope it happens for you soon!
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Oh, Katie, I’m so sorry! Yes, family and friends getting pregnant is definitely a challenge. I try really hard not to let it upset me, but there are days that I just need a good cry (or run!) Thanks for your sweet words!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Congrats on your 5k – you are awesome! I agree with Jill, you are amazing in so many ways! Maybe now isn’t the time and when you least expect it, it will happen. You have lot’s to be thankful for and I’m thankful for you blog, love reading it so keep up the awesome posts!
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Aw, thanks, Lisa. You’re so sweet! Yes- I think you’re right– and I’m always working to let go of my ideal timing and control. Life is easier when I do!
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Congratulations on your 5-K PR! I am so excited to see what will surly be a ridiculous marathon PR! I like to think that everything happens for a reason (as much as hearing that is probably not in any way helpful). I can imagine the range of emotions that you must be going through. At least you are able to use your time now to really reach your goals.
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I do also think things happen for a reason… and when I let go of my ideal timing or control, I can be very content with our life as it is right now. So I’m focusing my energy on that!
And thank you! I definitely have more speed than endurance, so I’m not sure what to expect for a full, but I do expect to shave a few minutes off.
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
I totally understand how hard it is to go through something like that and everyone around seems to easily be able to have kids, so I understand that and I think running is a good way to get through it and process your feelings.
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Thanks, Courtney! I’m thankful running can help me process it all, too.
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Congrats on your PR! Huge! And I agree that running is a great way to cope with any grief we are experiencing. Infertility is one of those medical issues that we need to start talking about so that there will be more research and exploration in that area. I think people are starting to open up more about it, which I consider very healthy. Especially for the women (and men) who are struggling.
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Thank you, Lisa! And I agree- I find it helpful (and healthy) to be open and honest about it. I know some people prefer to keep it private, but I always feel better when I share and realize how common it is. Btw, I got my bracelet today!! Thanks again.
Laura recently posted..“A little bit sad and a little bit happy” 5k Recap
Congrats on your PR! I’m sorry for the rough year, but focusing your energy on running is such a great way to work through it. I find exercise to be the best therapy in working through all kinds of curve balls that life throws our way. Hang in there and I’m sending lots of positive vibes your way!
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Thanks, Melissa.. exercise is a powerful therapy!
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Congrats on the PR! I’m glad you’ve found such a good outlet for dealing with all of this. It’s nice to read someone else being so open and honest about the experience because I felt very isolated at the time.
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It can be very isolating- some people don’t like talking about it, but it has always helped me to be open. I’m amazed how many other people are or have experienced something similar.
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It was great as always to see you- and the bonus of getting to see your fam this time was even better!! L was very proud of her cheering skills.
You totally kicked butt in the race- super congrats on your new PR and AG place. I know you are going to do great things at the marathon in January!
On the other topic, you KNOW I completely understand all of these feelings you’re having and the vicious cycle of depression and self-doubt that comes with infertility. Please know I’m here if you want to talk about it–after all what good is 10 years of experience in the subject if I don’t help others? You’ve also inspired me to finally go “public” with our struggle on the blog. It feels like such an isolating problem sometimes so maybe sharing will help.
Glad y’all had a good Thanksgiving trip!!
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Thanks for your confidence in me, Holly.
I’m glad I’ve inspired you to share- I know some people prefer to keep it private, and I definitely respect that, but I’ve always felt better when I allow myself to open up about the rough patches in life and get the extra support.
Laura recently posted..7 Tips for Muscle Soreness and a 20 miler done
Congratulations on the PR. I love your words at the end – “We can’t avoid the brokenness in ourselves and in the world, but we can find the things that bring us joy.” They’re usually the little things, but it’s those little things that add up to a big amount of happiness.
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My family is in Pennsylvania too! Congrats on the new PR and I’m sorry that you’re going through this. Thinking of you and sending prayers you way as you face this. It warms my heart to know that even though you’re feeling what you’re feeling you are strong enough to focus on the sunshine in your life. You have a beautiful family. <3
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[...] the shorter races were much better for me this year. My favorite was probably this last 5k at the Turkey Trot where I surprised myself with a new 5k pr (20:22). Plus, linking up with other local bloggers is [...]